Monday, April 21, 2008

Is this for real?

I have been thinking a lot.Mostly to myself.That seams to one of the problems I didn't figure on.Being alone for most of the day.It's not so bad.I run my list of things to do and stuff around the house.My girlfriend visits me after work or school and the weekends.Although it is quite around here.
I live by myself.It is the first time I have done so in my adult life.It has taken some getting used to,but I kind of enjoy it.I think I can over come the what feels like prision.Of my own making.What I mean is.I dont look at this like work.No one is telling me what to do.Iam the boss.If I dont make any money today I dont get paid.This overwellming fear that I will fail consumes ever moment of the day and night.

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