Leave Your job to do what,Work online?

As I try to stay with this online venture.I always seem to convince everyone around me that this will work.That is everyone but me.I don't know if it is the money that I make at my regular job or the simple fact that letting someone else pay me for the job I do.

It's like every night and Sunday evening I start feeling bad about going to work.Sunday is the worst.I dread going back to the 12 hour day and the hour drive home. What is confusing me I don't work on my blogs and websites while I have the time.Time is not one of the luxuries I have,but I dont get if I want to do this so bad why dont I work on my sites more often.I had the last four days off and didnt touch anything until now.

Ihave give up all of my other money making ideas just for adsense.This seams to be the best way to have a steady income,but it will take time and alot of writing.There is no way around it.I have not given up and I have the same drive.I just cant get it down on site.

I know this will work I just have to figure out why I do this.